you made it fall when you came back with her. i thougth it was a joke. i knew every word i'd tell yew by heart. JEE!
00.32am you stood there smoking and i didnt say a word. just smiled and looked away. damn!
00.34am my friends were talking at me but all i could hear were the stars shining above us.
00.40am you came closer with her right by ur side. what was i thinking? what were u thinking when turned to look at me for the second time -i s'pose.
my watch was ticking, couldnt hear it though cuz i was elsewhere. maybe yew shouldnt had come. i never wanted to end it up like dat.
but then, thinking it over and over again i ended up to the thought that that would be better for me.. knowing dat it was worthless.. aww, what a reliefe! :/ im already fucking with myself.
01.09am im looking at the time my eyes would stop looking at you laughing with every word she says and hugging her while she says she's cold.
it's so painful.
01.15am u are gone, but i keep on not making a sound. my friends talk.they ask me questions but i cant seem to be hearing them. silence.
''i need to get it over''. ''i need to forget''.
01.30am i've drank some milk and im already lieing on bed. im not desperate. im not sad. im just feeling lonely. it's been so much time that i havent seen your face.. ''i should move on''
09.46am just woke up and im getting ready to go at the restaurant to have my breakfast. i'v totally forgotten what happened last night. i dont even remember ur name. im feeling better, but still lonely. totally forgotten you and totally lost. where am i going? what am i doing now? im free.. it's good to know where im walking. it's good to know it's over now. it's just over!
''it's over! and das for sure!''
im not looking for answers. im not looking for yew. i wont call you. i wont love you the way i did before. im not coming to see yew. im not calling u back.
